‘I will never stop missing you…’ Billie Lourd pays tribute to mom Carrie Fisher on ninth anniversary of her death

Billie Lourd paid an emotional tribute to her mom, Star Wars icon Carrie Fisher, on Instagram on Saturday (27.12.25) – the ninth anniversary of her death.

Billie Lourd “will never stop missing” her late mom Carrie Fisher.

The 33-year-old actress says the Star Wars legend – who died of a sudden cardiac arrest at the age of 60 on December 27, 2016 – “lives on through the joy” she has with her son Kingston, five, and three-year-old daughter Jackson.

Billie – who has her children with her 33-year-old husband, actor Austen Rydell – took to Instagram on Saturday (27.12.25) and paid tribute to Carrie on the ninth anniversary of her death.

Captioning a photo of Billie, her 65-year-old dad, talent manager Bryan Lourd, and the late Princess Leia actress in a room in 2000, as well as a shot of Bryan with Kingston and Jackson in the same place 25 years later, she penned: “It has been 9 years since my mom died.

“My daughter woke up earlier than usual this morning so we went outside together and she knowingly laid her little head on my chest.

“She looked up at me with her big soulful eyes and said ‘I love you mama’ and grabbed my face with her little chubby hands and kissed me.

“She does this pretty much every morning and dare I say, there is no better way to wake up and no ritual I love more. I told her how much her grandmomby would have loved her and she looked up at me and kissed me again. (sic)”

Billie then detailed the special bond Jackson and Kingston have with their grandfather, Bryan – who was with Carrie from 1991 until 1994, when he left her for a man after realising he was gay.

She continued: “Then we walked to breakfast with my dad and they ran around together like 2 old souls that have known each other forever.

“Watching my dad with my kids is one of the greatest joys I’ve ever known.

“The kind of joy that makes your face hurt because you can’t stop smiling, the kind of joy that makes you feel like your life is a movie you thought only existed in movies. But then you take a step back and realise that it’s better than any movie could ever be. (sic)”

The Last Showgirl star then credited Carrie – who died four days after she experienced a medical emergency during a flight from London to Los Angeles on December 23 – for her family’s happiness.

Billie wrote: “Then I started thinking about how this joy wouldn’t be possible without my mom. This joy only exists because she existed. So even though she is not physically part of this joy, she is part of the reason for it. Even though she is not alive she lives on through this joy. (sic)”

The American Horror Story alum then shared that the grieving process causes Billie to experience a wave of emotions.

She explained: “My grief takes on many shapes – today, right now in this moment, that shape is this joy I get to experience watching my kids with my dad.

“It could and will change shapes multiple times throughout this day because grief is never just one thing but right now I am relishing in this bittersweet grieful joy. (sic)”

Billie ended her emotional tribute by writing that Carrie’s legacy will forever continue.

Billie concluded with: “As my mom wisely said, ‘Nothing is ever really over. Just over there’.

“My mombys life isnt really over. Just over there – in my kids and in this joy I’m able to experience because of her. Thank you momby. I will never stop missing you. (sic)”